A day i feel so downhearted.........

Today i feel so sad.........not due to work matters........but rather its becos a colleague of mine is leaving...........though we are only colleagues for 5 months but i feel sad too.....maybe mine is a small department, so when someone resign u can really feel it...........being a small department, u feel like a family rather than working relationship.....

But i dont want to advise her to stay cos i know she had found a better future.....i know i cannot be so selfish.............but its really a pity cos our working chemistry has just built up and our work load is getting more.......but thinking back if i am in her shoe i will also leave, so how can i convince her to stay?.....and once again even if i convince her to stay also no good...........got a saying goes like this.........force cannot find happiness............

Luckily i got such past experience before......or else i will really suffer more........cos this happen in my previous job before......long story cut short.......my previous job is my first job when i am out of army..........i met a very good senior.......he teaches and guide me alot, he made me feel wanted in the company.........when after 2 months i join..........he told me he is leaving..........i cannot believe it........how come someone treats me so good is leaving........i dont want to believe it and wait for the day he really goes.............so that day comes and he goes....from then onwards i know such things do happen and is unavoidable and i becomes numb already...........but somehow this time i feel sad......maybe the department is small and thats why..........

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