Tonite i feel tired physically but mentally i am pretty active..........so i lie in my bed thinking wat to do.........then i think why not i blog?.........so here i am writing my diary again....

today is a long day for me.....long in a way that i try many news things......i try to talk in front of a crowd............i actually dont really like it.......but my boss push me to it.......after i done it.......i really must thank him........cos it really boost my confidence.......now i know i got the ability to talk to a crowd.....yeah!!!!

Tonite i am feeling so down...

I cant help it....but i just feeling down....down or tired?.....maybe tired is a more appropriate word...........i havent blog for a long time.....i mean a long long time.....i do a check a my hit rate out of curiousity......it has increased quite abit..........but how come?.........how do these people find me?......i have try to find myself before.........i cant even find own blog in the net..........

So as usual.......i am listening to my favourite song..."you got it all" by"The Jets".. may i suggest that u tune into this song while u read my blog....how to get this song?.....one of my blog entries below has it...maybe that can get u into the mood....my mood i mean.............i tell u what....this song really heal my soul when i am really feeling so down........why?..........cos this song is so smooth it makes u feel life cant be so tough.......

My last 6 months i change alot.....mentally.......why the change?....6 months into my new job i find that i learn so much that i somehow waste the earlier 7 years of my life....

Maybe thats fate........now i am trying all i can and use all i have learnt to strike out something...somehow i got this drive in me........inside me i got this voice which keep telling me to take action in my life.......whatever idea i got just try it.........sometimes i feel like telling people my idea to discuss or laugh it off.........then this voice will appear telling me that "Talk is Cheap".....and Just Do it.............

Really hope i am heading the right direction.....

Cheers mate

Blue Bayou

The reason why u work so hard......blue bayou....

Jason Donovan - Nothing Can Divide Us

songs i like best during my secondary school

Jason Donovan - Every day (1989)

The Jets - You Got it All

A beautiful song for u..........