I am back.....

Oh i havent blog for quite awhile.....do i have a reason?........Yes, i am busy.........come on, dont give excuses.........no, its not excuses.........cos a colleague in my department is leaving........i must learn her job or else when the day comes she finally leave, i am on my own...........i always thought my limit has been reached but when i am forced to learn from her, then i realise my limit has not really reached yet........but instead of treating this as a liability to learn, i treat this as an apportunity to learn..............i tell myself if she is not going to leave, she probably wont teach me so much also..............so i learn as much as i can...............

But actually my this new job really boost my morale......it really stretches me........i need to coordinates so much things and keep things going......i can feel my customers and people around me is happy with me.......i help my boss so much and helped him so much behind the scene.........i come to a point i am confident to start my own business........i am happy cos people like my trustworthy and hardworking style...........i know now i just need to find a business i am interested in......apply my usual hardworking style to it...........i know i can succeed.......this is the level of confidence in me now........

ok so much for today..........